Domestic Violence Awareness Month

October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month! Since I was a victim of domestic violence, I will be working on informing everyone of different events that are currently going on in order to help support this cause because it is so very important. First, is Mutual Ground, which is located in Aurora. They played a huge part in my life and have recently had their funding cut and can no longer provide a residential aspect of their program. On October 17th, they will be having a Walk for Hope. I would attend but I have school. Please consider walking with them or supporting a walker. Mutual Ground has done good for so many women. Please read this song and think about what women all over the world are going through. It's a pretty hard core song, but the anger and hate that we feel sometimes is so overwhelmingly full of rage that this is the exact type of music that would come out.

Bottled Up by Korn

It ain't fading

Man I got to let it out

Am I crazy?

Screaming nothing ever comes out

I keep feeling lost

Ill never find my way out

I'm not thanking them

Unless the truth can pour out

Give me some courage

Beating me down now for sometime

Are you laughing?

Am I funny?

I hate inside

I hate inside

I take this time

To let out whats inside

Cause I will break

Sometimes I wish you'd die

Full of sorrow

You raped and stole my pride

And all this hate is bottled up inside

My heart is breaking

Man you really ripped it out

You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out

The hurt rising

Soon its going to tear my soul out

Its not kosher feeling like I'm on my way out

Give me some courage

Beating me down for sometime

Are you laughing?

Am I funny?

I hate inside

I hate inside